FREE: Basic tattoo kit. Brand new.

Hi. I have kind of an odd question, but I figured it was worth a shot...
I won this same kit (I believe) just about 2 ½ - maybe 3 - months ago.
I was EXTREMELY happy with it! It was even better quality than i was expecting and... The entire transaction was just great!
Then last month our house caught fire in the middle of the night and we lost absolutely everything (including 4 pets :( )
So, needless to say, things have been a little tough since then, but I'm trying to get back into supplementing my husband's income with my side tattoo work. Problem is - I lost alot of the merchandise that had already been won by people - so I ended up refunding alot of credits.
I've managed to start replenishing my Listia credits - slowly, but surely. But I have quite a bit of work I'm going to lose if I don't get some equipment soon.
... And I do apologize for rambling - I'll get to the point. :) My question is: Would you consider letting me purchase one of your kits by GIN for 272,506 with my promise to get all of my future supplies from you (even for more credits than you would normally list them for?)
I know this is an unusual request, and I completely understand if you're not able to. But like I said above - I figured it would be worth a shot.
Thank you so much for taking the time to read this and even considering it.
I hope you have an awesome week & I'll just wait to hear back from you.
Thanks again!